Fans were beginning to notice Me on the street including an old high school teacher:
Well the Heat and the fame we're starting to catch up with me and Atlanta, To the point that I decided finally that I had to move. The last straw was when I bumped into my high school math teacher who brought up that he was a member of Sheisnovember and that He was proud of me. Not that I don't appreciate the love, because I do, But confrontations like that we're starting to become a little odd. people who I knew from high school who I barely talk to what start contacting me and trying to be friends when at heart I am a loner. I am for the most part a quiet girl, so all of the extra attention I'm starting to make me uncomfortable and moving away starting to sound more and more like a great idea. I am not the type that seeks fame or have any interest in being famous I just want to do my job and go home. I'm a bit strange anyway and I doubt if most people really knew me they would want to be a part of my world personally.
Bad memories From The Strip Club To Survival Sex:
I have a lot of bad memories in Atlanta from survival sex to drama in the strip club. Sometimes I would have flashbacks when I visit certain areas including the park where I was raped and broad daylight coming home from school. I have wanted to leave Atlanta for a while, but I either didn't know how or I didn't have the courage to do so. At certain times in my life, I have had to have sex with men that I did not want to fuck, in order to have a place to sleep. After my mother kicked me out when I got into an argument with my stepdad over eating My food that I bought with My own money and left in the refrigerator. I was not promiscuous at heart nor had I had much sex up until that point, so that was a shock to my system, some thing a scary dream. I even spent one night homeless on the street after I was put out by my mom and that was very scary. If you have never been homeless then you would never understand why I was willing to do whatever it took to survive. So it is as I said page lot of bad memories that I have been eager to escape from.
To End The long Wait Between Films, I Had To Move:
My director JDG Pornart and his Studio are both located in California. I only work with his production company exclusively for Sheisnovember, but because of our distance I had to sometimes wait months to shoot a new film for Sheisnovember. So JDG Pornart had suggested a number of times that he would help me get a place in California and would look out for me there and for the last few years I turned his offer down. but after all the stressful situations that I have been in in Atlanta I finally decided to take him up on his offer and to move to California. At first I lived with JDG Pornart for a few months before we found a place in Los Angeles for me and since then I have had quite a few interesting adventures. I even had a run-in with a wildfire while filming a video. So mostly for safety reasons and committing fully to Sheisnovember and my film career, is why I moved from Atlanta to Los Angeles in early 2021, Msnovember for Sheisnovember...